And so it is

So here I am at my little temp job where I get to take am, pm and lunch breaks. Where I don't do much and that's okay with everyone. And where I email my Joelly all day and he makes me laugh. And so here I am eating lunch at a Thai restaurant when I get a fortune cookie that says "You would make a good lawyer." It occurs to me that perhaps I've been making good decisions lately because things are happening so easily. My Joelly says that my female brain is set on "fret" most of the time and perhaps that explains some of my taken-aback-edness by the current state of events. I really have nothing to fret over. Everything is working out and will continue to work out. I worry a bit about coming up with funding for school but ultimately I know that will work out. I worry a bit about not spending more time with Brandon but I know that will change when I'm in school and not working anymore, or at least working less. I worry a bit about the school work load but I know that's just silly because there's nothing academia can throw at me that I can't handle. And I don't worry about my Joelly at all because I know he's here to stay. And there's a beautiful simpleness to that knowledge that really calms me. And so it is. Kind of wonderfully wonderful. Can you believe it?